Sunday, August 12, 2007

a wasted life : a different me

my life is so wasted right now.

:p i have "cut" all my classes this term. I have more than 2 absences in every class. waaa.

this isn't what I pictured my life would turn out to be in college.

When I was in my elementary and High School years, I actually don't like being late or absenting myself from class. I feel like I'll be left out in class.

Well, I'm not really studious even before. I don't study that much.

But hey! I go the class and listen to my teachers. Even though I don't study at Home, I make sure that I have understood the lessons so that I would not have a problem during the exams.

Now, I go to school. either I don't listen to the discussion or if I listen I only understand a few or I don't understand anything at all. Grrrr.. I usually go home with wind and dusts inside my empty head. lols.

Grrr. Life.

It's frustrating to realize the fact that I'm wasting more my already wasted life. Hahahaha.

Ggrrr. Ano bang nangyayari sa akin?!

+Please bear with me.. this is just one of my write-your-heart-out moments. ahaha+

Pero I just can't put the blame on myself di ba? Ahaha..

I want to blame the profs who can not impart knowledge to their students. They are not true to their calling as educators of this society. Kaya nga sila mga educators eh.. to educate! ahaha. :) oh well, adik tlga ako. ahahaha.

weeeeee... :p

pagpasensyahan ang sabog. lol. :D

Parang hindi na umaayos ang buhay ko a... lalong gumugulo... haaaay..

Naaasar ako sa sarili ko at the same time naaawa ako sa sarili ko. Naaasar rin ako sa ilang mga tao sa paligid ko.. T.T ahahaha.

+potahness. kamusta naman ang persef2, may project pa? hassle! grrr. >.< +


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