As a child, my perception of Christmas is pure happiness. I don’t care how expensive or lucrative our Christmas decors are or how bountiful are the food that we prepare for Noche Buena. All I care for in the world is being happy with my family. Just the thought of eating a decent dinner with your family, opening gifts under the Christmas tree, taking pictures together simply brings out that joyous glow in me. No other season can be compared to Christmas.
Others feel the same way about Christmas. No matter how hard the times are, people still find ways to be happy during Christmas. People set aside their problems for awhile to welcome this Yuletide season.
But let us not forget that the real essence of Christmas is commemorating and celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ. As we indulge ourselves to luxury and entertainment, let us find time to pray and to thank God for bringing Jesus into this world.
Through the changing times, i've noticed that christmas isn't the same christmas that everybody loves. i can't deny the reality that this season is getting lonelier and i can't find the reason why. Is it because of the people? Is it because of that fact that life is becoming harder? It's really frustrating for me that christmas is different now.
Since last year, i wasn't that excited for christmas anymore. I was just excited that we'll going to have our vacation after the stressful term that we had. Sure there are gifts, sure there's plenty of food in the table, but it's just not enough. something was lost in christmas, and we've got to find it before it's too late. i don't want to see the day that christmas would just be as ordinary as any day.
I guess other's don't feel the same way as i do, but this is how i feel. :( and i'm sad.. this christmas. i really am.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
bang! bull's eye.
It's when you don't know where you stand in a person's life.
It's when you're hanging in dead air and
knowin' you can be thrown off anytime.
It's when you're like more than friends
but not really,
and it's like you're lovers when it's actually otherwise.
Sometimes you would wish
you had never met that person at all,
but at the back of your mind,
you're so thankful you did.
-- from a text message.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
the world has a lot of limiting factors
Each of us has the desire to grow, the desire to succeed and achieve our goals. We all wanted a life that's smooth sailing, a life where we can surpass all the trials that may come our way. In reality, that's not the case. There are trials that we will not surpass, and there are goals that we will not achieve. One of the reasons is simply because the world is filled with a lot of limiting factors. These limiting factors prohibit us from doing the things we have to do.
-..to be continued..-
-..to be continued..-
Monday, November 12, 2007
three out of five
"we were supposed to be five children in our family. and now, we're only 3."
I've just recently discovered that reality when me and my mom were on our way to Glorietta last Friday(November 9, 2007). I wasn't supposed to be the eldest of my parents' children. Mom had a miscarriage probably during 1988. I thought, "I could've had an elder brother... or a sister?! I always wanted to have an elder sibling." but then, i felt sad for my mom. When I looked in her eyes, I saw loneliness and perhaps there's still pain left inside of her. I asked why she had a miscarriage. She said it might be due to too much stress and pressure. Then I asked her about the second miscarriage. She said that she can't remember when it occurred. I guess she doesn't want to recall that anymore. She also told me that she's not allowed to have early pregnancies after my birth because she had a cesearean operation.. that might triggered the second miscarriage, i don't know, I'm not sure. All I know is, we were supposed to be 5 children (either 2 more brothers, or 2 sisters or a brother and a sister). A gloomy vibe filled my entire soul. I felt really sad. After 18 years of my existence that I've just discovered these sad incidents that happened to my mom. Although some part of me is feeling lonely, a part of me is relieved. Relieved because I could have been the one that died, or the one that was never born into this world. Luckily, I am here. I am alive. I am relieved because If all of us are living, we would probably die anyway due to starvation. We may not have the life that we have now. We may be one of those people who beg for money to make a living. Maybe God lets us experience pain for us to appreciate more what it means to be happy. God lets things to happen for a reason, and that reason is not to make us weak but to make us stronger individuals.
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To the siblings I never had, I love you. :) I know someday we'll finally meet maybe not in this world, but in heaven.
To my brothers, I love you and despite the times that I want you both to evaporate into this world, I've realized that I am BLESSED to have you in my life. and I am THANKFUL that you are my brothers. You're not perfect, but at least your imperfections are the ones that would mold you into better beings of God. Perhaps, someday many people will look up to you.
To my mom and dad, thank you for breathing life to us. Without you, me and my brothers wouldn't be here. Thank You for the countless times you've sacrificed for us. I admire you for making ends meet just to give your children the best of life. Thank you for the undying and unconditional love you're continuously been giving us. Thank you and we Love you Mama and Papa.
I've just recently discovered that reality when me and my mom were on our way to Glorietta last Friday(November 9, 2007). I wasn't supposed to be the eldest of my parents' children. Mom had a miscarriage probably during 1988. I thought, "I could've had an elder brother... or a sister?! I always wanted to have an elder sibling." but then, i felt sad for my mom. When I looked in her eyes, I saw loneliness and perhaps there's still pain left inside of her. I asked why she had a miscarriage. She said it might be due to too much stress and pressure. Then I asked her about the second miscarriage. She said that she can't remember when it occurred. I guess she doesn't want to recall that anymore. She also told me that she's not allowed to have early pregnancies after my birth because she had a cesearean operation.. that might triggered the second miscarriage, i don't know, I'm not sure. All I know is, we were supposed to be 5 children (either 2 more brothers, or 2 sisters or a brother and a sister). A gloomy vibe filled my entire soul. I felt really sad. After 18 years of my existence that I've just discovered these sad incidents that happened to my mom. Although some part of me is feeling lonely, a part of me is relieved. Relieved because I could have been the one that died, or the one that was never born into this world. Luckily, I am here. I am alive. I am relieved because If all of us are living, we would probably die anyway due to starvation. We may not have the life that we have now. We may be one of those people who beg for money to make a living. Maybe God lets us experience pain for us to appreciate more what it means to be happy. God lets things to happen for a reason, and that reason is not to make us weak but to make us stronger individuals.
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To the siblings I never had, I love you. :) I know someday we'll finally meet maybe not in this world, but in heaven.
To my brothers, I love you and despite the times that I want you both to evaporate into this world, I've realized that I am BLESSED to have you in my life. and I am THANKFUL that you are my brothers. You're not perfect, but at least your imperfections are the ones that would mold you into better beings of God. Perhaps, someday many people will look up to you.
To my mom and dad, thank you for breathing life to us. Without you, me and my brothers wouldn't be here. Thank You for the countless times you've sacrificed for us. I admire you for making ends meet just to give your children the best of life. Thank you for the undying and unconditional love you're continuously been giving us. Thank you and we Love you Mama and Papa.
Friday, November 2, 2007
kill the world, make it a better place?
"Grandeur mausoleums prove that the dead lives in a better place than the living."
Friday, October 12, 2007
we give some, we LOSE some.
"The hardest part of being selfless is losing yourself."
It's really hard to think less of yourself and more of other people.
It's unfair to consider other people's feelings rather than your own emotions.
It ain't right to care for other people who's never gonna care for you that much.
It's unusual to continue being good to someone who's been taking you for granted
for the longest of time.
But still you chose to love the only way your heart knows to love, selfless.
You willingly give your all despite the knowledge that no matter how much
you will receive it is still not as much as what you have given.
But sometimes, in the stillness of everything you demand for attention, for reciprocation,
for a reward, for something in return, or even just a sign of appreciation.
There is this part of you that wants to be loved the way you have loved.
for Once, the selfless wanted to be the selfish.
the giver wanted to be the receiver.
the lover wanted to be the loved one.
the friend who's always there wanted someone
to be there for him as well.
No matter how badly you want things to happen the way you prefer to,
it won't happen that quickly.
:(
"I want to know how it feels to be wanted, to be loved and to be cared for."
It's really hard to think less of yourself and more of other people.
It's unfair to consider other people's feelings rather than your own emotions.
It ain't right to care for other people who's never gonna care for you that much.
It's unusual to continue being good to someone who's been taking you for granted
for the longest of time.
But still you chose to love the only way your heart knows to love, selfless.
You willingly give your all despite the knowledge that no matter how much
you will receive it is still not as much as what you have given.
But sometimes, in the stillness of everything you demand for attention, for reciprocation,
for a reward, for something in return, or even just a sign of appreciation.
There is this part of you that wants to be loved the way you have loved.
for Once, the selfless wanted to be the selfish.
the giver wanted to be the receiver.
the lover wanted to be the loved one.
the friend who's always there wanted someone
to be there for him as well.
No matter how badly you want things to happen the way you prefer to,
it won't happen that quickly.
:(
"I want to know how it feels to be wanted, to be loved and to be cared for."
Monday, October 8, 2007
LA SALLE's LUCKY NUMBER : 7!!
LA SALLE (HAS 7 LETTERS) WINS ITS 7TH TITLE ON THE 7TH DAY OF OCTOBER 2007 IN THE 7TH DECADE OF THE UAAP WHICH HAD ITS FIRST GAME ON JULY 7, 2007.
1. La Salle wins its 7th Title
2. 7th Decade of UAAP. Season 70. 7+0=7
3. 7th day of October
4. Year 2007
5. We beat Ateneo Twice(2) in 5 Games = 7
6. 2 is Greather than 14 ( 14 divided by 2 = 7)
7. La Salle has 7 letters
8. Halftime Score of DLSU is 34. 3+4=7
9. 3rd Quarter ends with DLSU at 52. Again 5+2=7
10. LaSalle has an overall record of 19 wins 6 loses. 19+6=25. 2+5 = 7
11. UE has an overall record of 14 wins and 2 loses. 14+2=16. 1+6 = 7
12. Pumaren has 7 letters
13. The replay was aired last night at channel 61. 6+1=7
14. Archers = 7 letters
15. Final Score is 73-64= 9. Nine (9) points - Game (2) = 7
finally,
DLSU's address:
2401 Taft Avenue..
2 + 4 + 0 + 1 = Yes, that's correct...7 !!!
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
this begins today..
from now on i'll be setting boundaries.. limits..
this is the day where i shall draw the line.
nakakasawa na tlga..
i'm tired.. i really am!
this is the day where i shall draw the line.
nakakasawa na tlga..
i'm tired.. i really am!
Thursday, September 6, 2007
the BLUEPRINT of LiFe
Disclaimer: What you are about to read is based only on my point of view.
“I have always believed in destiny, in fate, in kismet, and in things that are meant and are not meant to be. I also believe that God created blueprints of our lives even before we were born into this world. But I believe that God gave us freewill to choose whether or not to follow these blueprints. God gave us the freedom to edit what has been written in these blueprints. Yes, there is such thing as destiny but we weave our path towards the destiny that we want to fulfill. We have control. We are in control of our destiny.”
Destiny is believed to be a phenomenon that is in control of the things that are happening and things that are about to happen. We tend to go where “destiny” leads us. It’s like letting your feet walk on its own without thinking where you’re going. It is said that one cannot defy destiny, what will be will be. Everything that’s happening is all because of destiny. People search for their soul mates all their lives simply because they believe that their soul mates are the ones “destined” to be with them forever. Most of the public accept as true the notion that destiny is in control of our lives and that we are as helpless as an infant when it comes to our fate. Different individuals have different beliefs about destiny but it all boils down to one idea, that destiny is irreversible and that no one can ever control it.
“Yes, I believe in destiny but people have a lot of misconceptions about it.”
Destiny, some may call it fate, kismet, or serendipity, but I call it life’s blueprint.
I believe that each of us has a blueprint of our life written by One Hand. Our life is already planned even before our existence. It is in our life’s blueprint that will determine who will be the parents that will raise us, who will be our friends, what we will look like, and others. There are things that are really meant to happen and things that are not meant to happen. Our life’s blueprint doesn’t necessarily mean that it’s what our life would turn out to be. God gave us the freewill to change what we can change, and do what we can do to make our life according to our own likings. We can make things happen the way we want it to happen. We may or may not choose to follow what has been written for us.
Let’s take it this way, destiny is the sea and you are the captain of a ship. You don’t let the sea take control of your journey but you may do so. What you really do is to sail the ship where you want it to go.
For me, Destiny/Life’s Blueprint is having a choice between letting things happen and making things happen. It is always the taste of both worlds. You can’t always make things happen; sometimes it’s good to let things happen. In the same way, you shouldn’t wait for things to happen rather, you should work to make things happen. You see, we can control our destiny.
Before I end this blog entry, let me quote a line from one of my favorite poems, Invictus by William Ernest Henley : ”. I, am the master of my fate: I, am the captain of my soul”
Destiny is believed to be a phenomenon that is in control of the things that are happening and things that are about to happen. We tend to go where “destiny” leads us. It’s like letting your feet walk on its own without thinking where you’re going. It is said that one cannot defy destiny, what will be will be. Everything that’s happening is all because of destiny. People search for their soul mates all their lives simply because they believe that their soul mates are the ones “destined” to be with them forever. Most of the public accept as true the notion that destiny is in control of our lives and that we are as helpless as an infant when it comes to our fate. Different individuals have different beliefs about destiny but it all boils down to one idea, that destiny is irreversible and that no one can ever control it.
“Yes, I believe in destiny but people have a lot of misconceptions about it.”
Destiny, some may call it fate, kismet, or serendipity, but I call it life’s blueprint.
I believe that each of us has a blueprint of our life written by One Hand. Our life is already planned even before our existence. It is in our life’s blueprint that will determine who will be the parents that will raise us, who will be our friends, what we will look like, and others. There are things that are really meant to happen and things that are not meant to happen. Our life’s blueprint doesn’t necessarily mean that it’s what our life would turn out to be. God gave us the freewill to change what we can change, and do what we can do to make our life according to our own likings. We can make things happen the way we want it to happen. We may or may not choose to follow what has been written for us.
Let’s take it this way, destiny is the sea and you are the captain of a ship. You don’t let the sea take control of your journey but you may do so. What you really do is to sail the ship where you want it to go.
For me, Destiny/Life’s Blueprint is having a choice between letting things happen and making things happen. It is always the taste of both worlds. You can’t always make things happen; sometimes it’s good to let things happen. In the same way, you shouldn’t wait for things to happen rather, you should work to make things happen. You see, we can control our destiny.
Before I end this blog entry, let me quote a line from one of my favorite poems, Invictus by William Ernest Henley : ”. I, am the master of my fate: I, am the captain of my soul”
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
sex education 101
Based on research and studies..
Based on data...
Premarital sex is very rampant in our society today.
Honestly, that news did not surprise me.
But what surprised me is that highschool students and even elementary students
are already engaged in premarital sex.
i guess they thought that what everbody does is right. well they're wrong.
maybe some were just curious.. just to have the feel of it. *hehehe..*
and in order to attend this problem, the government/deped and some people suggest that sex education should be implemented in the education system.
actually, i have thought of that since i was an elementary student.
i believe that the best way to kiLL ignorance from sex(& its consequences) is EDUCATION.
but then again, thoughts came to me when i received this message :
Open letter to DEPED
by a concerned parent:
"Sex Education
may be a good
idea
in the schools,
pero wag naman
bigyan
ng homework."
hahaha. oo nga naman di ba?.
naisip ko :
paano ang seatwork sa sex educ.?
paano ang group work? (orgy?! haha.)
paano ang group study?
paano ang PRACTICAL EXAMs? haha.
paano ang consultation with the prof?
paano ang recitation?
paano ang projects? and project demonstration? hahaha.(step1. do this. step2. do that.)
paano ang grading system?
paano ang tutorial sessions or remedial classes?
paano ang role play?
paano ka magrereview for exams?
at paano pag bumagsak ka?
REPEATER? ahahahaha.. :D
oh di ba?!
ahaha. wala lang. ehehe. i just find this topic amusing. haha. :s
Sunday, August 12, 2007
a wasted life : a different me
:p i have "cut" all my classes this term. I have more than 2 absences in every class. waaa.
this isn't what I pictured my life would turn out to be in college.
When I was in my elementary and High School years, I actually don't like being late or absenting myself from class. I feel like I'll be left out in class.
Well, I'm not really studious even before. I don't study that much.
But hey! I go the class and listen to my teachers. Even though I don't study at Home, I make sure that I have understood the lessons so that I would not have a problem during the exams.
Now, I go to school. either I don't listen to the discussion or if I listen I only understand a few or I don't understand anything at all. Grrrr.. I usually go home with wind and dusts inside my empty head. lols.
Grrr. Life.
Ggrrr. Ano bang nangyayari sa akin?!
+Please bear with me.. this is just one of my write-your-heart-out moments. ahaha+
Pero I just can't put the blame on myself di ba? Ahaha..
I want to blame the profs who can not impart knowledge to their students. They are not true to their calling as educators of this society. Kaya nga sila mga educators eh.. to educate! ahaha. :) oh well, adik tlga ako. ahahaha.
weeeeee... :p
pagpasensyahan ang sabog. lol. :D
Parang hindi na umaayos ang buhay ko a... lalong gumugulo... haaaay..
Naaasar ako sa sarili ko at the same time naaawa ako sa sarili ko. Naaasar rin ako sa ilang mga tao sa paligid ko.. T.T ahahaha.
+potahness. kamusta naman ang persef2, may project pa? hassle! grrr. >.< +
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Sunday, August 5, 2007
just be the kid that you are
"Sometimes, it's good to let the spontaneity of youth take over you.."
As we grow up, we want everything to be organized. We plan things that we want to happen in the future, we carefully weigh situations before we create decisions. We become more responsible to our own action. We now consider ourselves as mature people who knows what they are doing.
It's good to have a well-planned life where everything goes the way you wanted to. But isn't it great to look back at the moments where you're totally out of control of something?.. to look back at your recklessness? to reminisce the times you've been wild and crazy? to just being the youth that you are?
I believe that there are moments that we need not to plan, and we need not to be very careful. Sometimes, it's also nice to let the spontaneity of youth, even for a moment, to take over you. Be wild. Be free. Go to parties before your exams. Cram. Procrastinate. Dance like there's no tomorrow. Sing like a rock star. Live your life as if you don't have any worries. Just for once, be the kid that you really are and not the man or woman everybody expects you to be.
As we grow up, we want everything to be organized. We plan things that we want to happen in the future, we carefully weigh situations before we create decisions. We become more responsible to our own action. We now consider ourselves as mature people who knows what they are doing.
It's good to have a well-planned life where everything goes the way you wanted to. But isn't it great to look back at the moments where you're totally out of control of something?.. to look back at your recklessness? to reminisce the times you've been wild and crazy? to just being the youth that you are?
I believe that there are moments that we need not to plan, and we need not to be very careful. Sometimes, it's also nice to let the spontaneity of youth, even for a moment, to take over you. Be wild. Be free. Go to parties before your exams. Cram. Procrastinate. Dance like there's no tomorrow. Sing like a rock star. Live your life as if you don't have any worries. Just for once, be the kid that you really are and not the man or woman everybody expects you to be.
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
taken for granted
Sometimes, the most important persons in your life, the people you love and care for, take you for granted. They don't seem to appreciate your efforts to make them happy. Your sacrifices are often done without appreciation. It's either they don't have any idea of what you did or they are so used to the fact that you're always there willing to give and give-up everything just for his/her sake.
It's a sad reality that those who love more are the ones who are given less love. More often than not, what they have is an unreciprocated love and care for a person.
Being taken for granted doesn't happen only to lovers. It happens to friends, family members, and in working relationships. It happens to almost everybody.
Strangely as it seems, the people who are being taken for granted don't stop caring and loving. It's as if they are happy of what they are doing.
[to be continued]
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
DLSU vs. ADMU UAAP GAME jitters!
yey!
tomorrow will be the game of the "La Salle Green Archers" vs.ateneo blue eagles..
Even though i will not (despite the fact that i badly want to) watch the UAAP game tomorrow, i will surely support the Green Archers.. Once again, the blue eagles shall fall. ahaha. weeee. *if ur an atenean, and ur reading this blog.. wag kang magdrama jan.. this is my prerogative so wag kang magalit. ahaha.*
tomorrow will be the game of the "La Salle Green Archers" vs.
Even though i will not (despite the fact that i badly want to) watch the UAAP game tomorrow, i will surely support the Green Archers.. Once again, the blue eagles shall fall. ahaha. weeee. *if ur an atenean, and ur reading this blog.. wag kang magdrama jan.. this is my prerogative so wag kang magalit. ahaha.*
Monday, July 23, 2007
Pain : you can run from it, but you can't hide.
not even an armor can shield a soldier from experiencing pain.
not even money can comfort us.
not even intelligence can solve the probability of how to prevent pain.
a doctor can only cure a pain inflicted by physical things
but it can never cure the pain caused by thrown words
that hit your heart, by emotional and mental trauma
and all factors that could break someone's heart and soul.
it just won't work.
because pain is part of our everyday lives.
it's a natural occurence.
an innate emotion.
one can experience pain
even without outside forces.
pain can sometimes be
self-inflicted.
a lot of people believe that disregarding pain
is the best way of ending pain.
other's resulted from the gravest act
any frustated and emotionally battered
person would do:
suicide.
but neither of the two will do,
trying to be numb of all the pain
is like depositing all your pains in a PAIN BANK.
you're just storing all your pains with interest,
killing yourself. on the other hand, will
give you more pain than what you have now.
suicide isn't solving your problems
it's surrendering your very own life.
it's the highest form of giving-up, wahahaha.
hmm.
i may not give a concrete answer to all the pains in the world
but this i would like to say:
Embrace the pain. Acknowledge it but don't drown yourself in it.
Cry once in a while. You can break vases, or other people's faces(joke!) if you want to.
But after all of that, wipe your tears away, stand up and pull yourself together.
fix what is broken.
rebuild what has fallen apart.
recollect.
reflect.
..
.
those who never faced pain will never appreciate what it means to be really
happy.
for there wouldn't be happiness without pain and sorrow.
nagpapaka-emo lang..
Thursday, July 19, 2007
sleepless night..
i slept at 5 am. wow.
then i woke up at 9:30 am. T.T
4 hours and 40 minutes of incomplete sleep.
^.^ *bummer*
i still need to memorize our script for a role play in ELEMFRE(French) aarghh.
then i woke up at 9:30 am. T.T
4 hours and 40 minutes of incomplete sleep.
^.^ *bummer*
i still need to memorize our script for a role play in ELEMFRE(French) aarghh.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
flash back : Regrets
-- published : 2006. :)
I have lots of regrets in life, lots of things i wished i didn't do or indulge myself into something. Though most people would say that "One should not have regrets in life", we can never deny the fact that we regret things that happen in our life.
Ever since I was a child, I do some things and end up realizing that i should'nt have done it. I usually regret things that I did that are making my life so-called "miserable." Like words I say to my mom that eventually lead to arguments, Like stuffs I do to my friends that made us quarelling, Like not studying that made me have low grades and many more instances.
Now in college, I have never been more "frustrated" in my entire life. I have never felt so down, so low, so degraded. DLSU did not bring out the best in me, instead it magnified what's worse in me. The question is : "Will i regret studying at the DLSU?" My answer is : "I don't know. I'm not sure." There is yet to discover. and besides, I have friends at DLSU that would keep me company.
I have lots of regrets in life. And I admitted it. I accepted it. I can never go back in time to change the things i regret. But this i know : I have one life to live. Might as well live it to the fullest. Frequent thinking of regrets would'nt be much of a help neither will denying that you have regrets in life.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
math anxiety
the highest grade i ever had in math was 92/93.
well, that was back HighschooL then. :D
Now, i think my brain is deteriorating!..
I got 23/100 in our first exam at ANMATH.
and i don't know if i'll pass the second exam.
er, i think i'll fail the 2nd exam hahahaha.
Oh God, why am I not good in Math? Hahahaha..
Sometimes, I envy Math Wizards.. because of all the subjects, Math is my waterloo.
It's my weakest point. Make me write a poem, make me paint in a canvass, but never ever make me solve a CALCULUS Problem! Hahahahaha..
- - it's currently raining.
i can hear the sound of the wind and the rain falling from the sky.
i'm actually here at our computer lab at Gox 302.
hehehehe.
Sunday, July 1, 2007
:D weee.
Not anymore.
Change is the only thing that's constant. ü
and whether we like it or not, everything's gonna change.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Take Two..
"..Hindi naman ako artista pero bakit ako laging nagtatake-two?"
whahahaha.p
Ang hirap naman ng term na to..
may appsdas.deveweb.bisproc. at anmath1..
hahahha..
kaasar naman tlga. :p
^.^ mabuti sana kung magaling ako sa math aT PROGramming e..
ang math lang na alam ko ay merienda, almusal, tanghalian at hapunan..
at ang programming ko ay prog-CRAMMING. hahahaha. :p wooo.
whahahaha.p
Ang hirap naman ng term na to..
may appsdas.deveweb.bisproc. at anmath1..
hahahha..
kaasar naman tlga. :p
^.^ mabuti sana kung magaling ako sa math aT PROGramming e..
ang math lang na alam ko ay merienda, almusal, tanghalian at hapunan..
at ang programming ko ay prog-CRAMMING. hahahaha. :p wooo.
Monday, June 25, 2007
An Ode to a great crawler
I want to see you bleeding to death..
Slowly gasping for your last breath,
I want to see your lifeless body lying on the floor
after I squished your frail body..
and see your guts scatter all over..
I want to see you DEAD.
I want to see your every essence fade right before my very eyes.
Die Cockroach! Diieeeee!!!!
Slowly gasping for your last breath,
I want to see your lifeless body lying on the floor
after I squished your frail body..
and see your guts scatter all over..
I want to see you DEAD.
I want to see your every essence fade right before my very eyes.
Die Cockroach! Diieeeee!!!!
Friday, June 22, 2007
quotes ng adik.
"Judge people not by what they take in their mouths... but by what comes out of their mouths.."
"It is not an act of rebellion.. rether a way of exploration and indirect self expression. lols"
"it tastes like heaven but it burns you up inside like hell..."
"It is not an act of rebellion.. rether a way of exploration and indirect self expression. lols"
"it tastes like heaven but it burns you up inside like hell..."
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
birthday
| Your Birthdate: April 4 |
 Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month. |
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Ako at ang hangin
Habang ako'y naglalakad sa dalampasigan,
Lumapit ang hangin at ako'y hinalikan.
Naramdaman nya siguro ang aking kalungkutan.
Kaya't dumating sya upang ako'y damayan.
Sinubukan kong yakapin ang hangin,
Ngunit ito'y kumawala sa akin.
Hindi ko man lang nahawakan.
Hindi ko man lang nasulyapan.
Mabuti ang hangin,
may pakialam sa akin.
Hindi katulad ng mundo,
na sadyang tinalukuran na ako.
Kaya't ibinulong ko sa hangin ang buong pagmamahal,
Huminga ng malalim, bago nagpatiwakal.
Lumapit ang hangin at ako'y hinalikan.
Naramdaman nya siguro ang aking kalungkutan.
Kaya't dumating sya upang ako'y damayan.
Sinubukan kong yakapin ang hangin,
Ngunit ito'y kumawala sa akin.
Hindi ko man lang nahawakan.
Hindi ko man lang nasulyapan.
Mabuti ang hangin,
may pakialam sa akin.
Hindi katulad ng mundo,
na sadyang tinalukuran na ako.
Kaya't ibinulong ko sa hangin ang buong pagmamahal,
Huminga ng malalim, bago nagpatiwakal.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
naku naman.
haii.. bad3p. nawala ko na naman yung shades ko!
ano ba to?.
20 times na ba akong nakakawala ng shades?!
hahahaha.
kaasar.. >:(
waaah. gusto ko uminom sa GP.. at ayoko nang pumasok. haha. :D
ano ba to?.
20 times na ba akong nakakawala ng shades?!
hahahaha.
kaasar.. >:(
waaah. gusto ko uminom sa GP.. at ayoko nang pumasok. haha. :D
Hibla ng Pag-asa
*this is a REPOST from my previous blog. independence day kc kaya pinost ko toh. *
Ilang beses nang tinanong, ilang beses na ring sinagot ang katanungang "May pag-asa Pa Ba Ang Pilipinas?" Well, xempre naman! Naniniwala ako na hangga't may hininga pa tayo, habang may buhay may pag-asa! (luma na yun di ba?) Oo, isang lumang kasabihan ngunit nananatiling isang katotohanan.
Bawa't tao'y isinilang na may butil ng pag-asa sa kanyang puso. Isinilang tayo na may pag-asa at upang magbigay pag-asa sa kapwa tao natin. hanggang sa paglaki'y daladala natin ang pag-asang ito. Tayong lahat ay may kakayahang baguhin ang ating buhay. Tayong lahat ay may kakayahang hipuin ang buhay ng bawat isa. Tayong lahat ay may kakayahang ibangon at ibalik ang dignidad ng ating bayan.
Gumapang man tayo sa hirap ngayon, bukas tatayo tayong matatag. kung hindi man bukas, sa makalawa. kung hindi man sa makalawa, sa susunod pang henerasyon.
Marahil, naiinip na rin kayong maghintay na makabangon ang Pilipinas. Ako man ay naiinip na rin. Ngunit hindi natin mapagtatanto ang kagandahan ng liwanag kung hindi tayo matututong kumapa sa dilim. (ang lalim?! hahahaha) Ang ibig kong sabihin, mas malalasap natin ang kaligayahan ng tagumpay kung malalagpasan natin ang mga unos ng buhay.
Ang pag-asa'y hindi isang bacteria na mabilis lumaki at kumalat.Ang pag-asa'y tulad ng isang maliit na halaman na nagpupumilit na mabuhay sa gitna ng nyebe. Ang pag-asa'y tulad ng sinag na araw na tumatagos maging sa makapal na ulap. Kailanma'y walang di masisiil ang pag-asa. Kaya kung sa tingin nyo'y wala nang pag-asa pang umunlad ang Pilipinas, pwes mag-isip isip ka!
Balang araw, ang gulong ng kapalaran ay papabor sa ating bayan. Magiging maayos din ang lahat. :D
Maligayang Araw ng Kalayaan! ü
Ilang beses nang tinanong, ilang beses na ring sinagot ang katanungang "May pag-asa Pa Ba Ang Pilipinas?" Well, xempre naman! Naniniwala ako na hangga't may hininga pa tayo, habang may buhay may pag-asa! (luma na yun di ba?) Oo, isang lumang kasabihan ngunit nananatiling isang katotohanan.
Bawa't tao'y isinilang na may butil ng pag-asa sa kanyang puso. Isinilang tayo na may pag-asa at upang magbigay pag-asa sa kapwa tao natin. hanggang sa paglaki'y daladala natin ang pag-asang ito. Tayong lahat ay may kakayahang baguhin ang ating buhay. Tayong lahat ay may kakayahang hipuin ang buhay ng bawat isa. Tayong lahat ay may kakayahang ibangon at ibalik ang dignidad ng ating bayan.
Gumapang man tayo sa hirap ngayon, bukas tatayo tayong matatag. kung hindi man bukas, sa makalawa. kung hindi man sa makalawa, sa susunod pang henerasyon.
Marahil, naiinip na rin kayong maghintay na makabangon ang Pilipinas. Ako man ay naiinip na rin. Ngunit hindi natin mapagtatanto ang kagandahan ng liwanag kung hindi tayo matututong kumapa sa dilim. (ang lalim?! hahahaha) Ang ibig kong sabihin, mas malalasap natin ang kaligayahan ng tagumpay kung malalagpasan natin ang mga unos ng buhay.
Ang pag-asa'y hindi isang bacteria na mabilis lumaki at kumalat.Ang pag-asa'y tulad ng isang maliit na halaman na nagpupumilit na mabuhay sa gitna ng nyebe. Ang pag-asa'y tulad ng sinag na araw na tumatagos maging sa makapal na ulap. Kailanma'y walang di masisiil ang pag-asa. Kaya kung sa tingin nyo'y wala nang pag-asa pang umunlad ang Pilipinas, pwes mag-isip isip ka!
Balang araw, ang gulong ng kapalaran ay papabor sa ating bayan. Magiging maayos din ang lahat. :D
Maligayang Araw ng Kalayaan! ü
Saturday, June 9, 2007
a world without ears
Everybody wants to do something.
Everybody wants to be the one to talk and to be heard.
There isn't much person who's willing to listen openly because I live in
a world that's deaf, a world without ears,
A world that doesn't seem to care and listen to someone like me who wants to be heard.
But thanks to this world, I have learned to write... and i'm passionate about it.
I have learned to express myself through writing. At least, though no one is listening, I am able to free myself from the emotions inside my heart.. ü
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This world would be a better place if everybody would learn how to listen.
I'm not a very good listener. I misheard and misinterpret things sometimes...but the mere fact that I open myself to listen to others is already a big step in a society where everybody longs to be heard.
Thursday, May 31, 2007
the return of the green archers.
yes! you read that right!
the archers are coming back..
and we're ready to reclaim what is rightfully ours..
we're back at UAAP and no one can stop us now.
hahahaha. feeler no? akala mo naman player ako?! nyahaha.
Anyway, I believe that the Green Archers will once again win the championship not only in the Basketball game but also in other sports in the UAAP..
We were suspended for the UAAP last year. But that doesn't mean that our university is idle. The Green Archers, and other sports team participated in different sports events like HAIL, Nike League, FiLoiL. aun. heheheh
Hmm. I'm really really really really excited for UAAP. ü hahahaha. I'll surely watch at ARANETA. hahaha. :D
wala lang. hahaha...
hmmm... wala na akong maisip na ilagay. hahaha.
the archers are coming back..
and we're ready to reclaim what is rightfully ours..
we're back at UAAP and no one can stop us now.
hahahaha. feeler no? akala mo naman player ako?! nyahaha.
Anyway, I believe that the Green Archers will once again win the championship not only in the Basketball game but also in other sports in the UAAP..
We were suspended for the UAAP last year. But that doesn't mean that our university is idle. The Green Archers, and other sports team participated in different sports events like HAIL, Nike League, FiLoiL. aun. heheheh
Hmm. I'm really really really really excited for UAAP. ü hahahaha. I'll surely watch at ARANETA. hahaha. :D
wala lang. hahaha...
hmmm... wala na akong maisip na ilagay. hahaha.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
writing-my unwavering fervor
Writing.
For journalists, it's a profession.
For others, it's a hobby.
But for me?
Writing is the desire of the heart to break free from the chains of emotions devouring its essence..
It is my undying passion, my utmost desire, and my craft.
It is through writing that I am my own master. There are no rules, no restrictions, no limitations, no boundaries. The sky is the limit. I can write everything that I want without other people stopping me.
Yes, I am a writer. A writer who plays with words and weaves them into heavenly crafts and undeniable masterpieces.
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This is my new blog.
A portal to every thought and emotion of my heart and soul.ü
I have been to a lot of blog sites already. . but I had a hard time maintaing my previous blog sites. So, i decided to pack up and find a new home. This is my home now.
And I hope I won't be leaving this new home anymore. :D
For journalists, it's a profession.
For others, it's a hobby.
But for me?
Writing is the desire of the heart to break free from the chains of emotions devouring its essence..
It is my undying passion, my utmost desire, and my craft.
It is through writing that I am my own master. There are no rules, no restrictions, no limitations, no boundaries. The sky is the limit. I can write everything that I want without other people stopping me.
Yes, I am a writer. A writer who plays with words and weaves them into heavenly crafts and undeniable masterpieces.
- - - -
This is my new blog.
A portal to every thought and emotion of my heart and soul.ü
I have been to a lot of blog sites already. . but I had a hard time maintaing my previous blog sites. So, i decided to pack up and find a new home. This is my home now.
And I hope I won't be leaving this new home anymore. :D
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